Spread-A-Day: Day 25

Deck: Black Cat Tarot
Created by: queenofchalices

day 25

Who am I when I’m angry?(You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry) This should be a court card. Separate and shuffle your court cards and draw one for this position. Shuffle the rest of your courts back into your deck. OR separate court cards from a 2nd deck for this position. If you read reversals, *purposely* reverse this card.

Page of Pentacles (reversed) – corruption, greed, blinded by an obsession

I get very much into one state of mind and will not budge until I have cooled off. I biasly know what is right and what is wrong and will take what I know to be right.

Trigger Warning: What sets you off?
King of Pentacles – control, power, discipline

When someone sets too many rules and wont change their ways to help others in the process. It has to be this way because they are in charge and that is what they know.

Why does it effect you so much?: Underlying influences of your reaction.
Four of Cups – contemplation, apathy

It effects me greatly because I am very loosey-goosey in my way of life. I try to accommodate everyone around me so that everyone can be accomplished and feel good about themselves.

Anger Management: How can you change your reaction?
XXI – The World – integration, accomplishment

I can make a mesh of the two ways of doing things. Add a little discipline while still having people be able to be creative.

Moving forward: How will a positive change affect your life?
Six of Pentacles – generosity, charity, prosperity

It will help to make me feel like I’ve giving back more than I was when I let people do what they please.

Spread-A-Day: Day 17

Date: February 17, 2015
Deck: Black Cats Tarot
Created by: leviosacrimson

Day 17

What am I being challenged to achieve or accomplish?
Four of Swords – rest, recuperation, relaxation

I am being challenged to stay calm and just let things happen.  I’m already hurting, there’s no need to keep fighting when no one’s around.

A resource, skill, or piece of knowledge that will help me.
Six of Cups – reunion, nostalgia, innocence

The family meeting coming is going to be like a mini reunion, where the ultimate goal is to piece the family back together, to be as whole as we can be.  I don’t think that’s going to happen because my truth, my personal innocence will prevent it, because ultimately, my sisters won’t understand my position.

A fear or limitation that is holding me back.
Knight of Swords – opinionated, hasty, communicative

Hmm… I probably shouldn’t have emailed my sister then, to confirm that dad won’t be at the meeting.  I’m trying not to sound like I don’t care about the meeting, but I really kind of don’t.

The action to take.
King of Pentacles – security, control, discipline

I need to control what I say, do, and think when it comes to the family meeting. Anything that could upset me and get my blood going is not going to be good overall.

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2:12:15

Mind
Eight of Cups – personal discoveries, answers

I imagine you with a pencil tucked behind your ear. I feel you like to learn, you like to know the answers to things, but you don’t hoard your facts. Rather, you gather them whenever the thought crosses your mind.  Learning about trigonometry? Alright… but learning about that word, trigonometry? Even better.  When looking at this card and thinking about you, I get this very dream-like quality attached to your knowledge.  Almost like going to Wikipedia, searching for your favorite actor… then finding a show they were in… finding another actor who looked familiar but you didn’t know their name… finding a show they were in… that was based off a certain story… that was written by this person… who got the idea because… You learn what you wanted to know, but then dove into the depths of more interesting things to know.

Body
Three of Cups – friendship, team spirit, celebration

You love having friends, and you love your friends. You feel that when you’re all together, it’s a party. Doesn’t matter what you’re doing or where you’re going, you know you’re going to have a good time.  You all work so well together because you all have very similar interests.  Great times when you’re with them. I feel happiness and comfort and energy.  You give off energy to the group while also feeding off of the energy the group is giving you. It’s a win-win situation.

Spirit
King of Pentacles – security, strength

You have a very solid spirit.  Your spirit is sure in it’s doings, you’ve got no doubts.  Your spirit stands tall, much like the figure in the card, confident, I feel a lot of confidence. I imagine your spirit standing up right, chest puffed way out and head held maybe a bit too high. You are strong and you know it, just don’t let your pride of knowing you can do things get in the way.

I would keep in mind the word hubris.  It means excessive pride leading to arrogance.  I feel you still have a few things to learn, but when you do, don’t shove it aside because you can deal with that later, it doesn’t matter.  No, deal with it now.  It’s possible this casual, put-it-by-the-wayside spiritual attitude is a defense mechanism.

When I meditated on your spirit, I saw an animal guarding you.  A dog, of some sort. A Neapolitan Mastiff, or other breed that is big and muscular.  I don’t think this dog-spirit is you, but something that is attracted to guarding you.  It felt you needed a little something extra to help keep others at bay, from getting too close.  I don’t know what caused this dog-spirit to be attracted to you, nor do I know how to release it.  It doesn’t hurt you, but it does a damn fine job of protecting you.

The clearest information I got was for your spirit.  I feel this is something that you need to pay attention to, at the very least.  I’m sorry I can’t offer you any advice or help you figure what you need to do.  Unless you have an idea as to why this dog-spirit is there, then that’s a start.