Spread-A-Day: Day 25

Deck: Black Cat Tarot
Created by: queenofchalices

day 25

Who am I when I’m angry?(You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry) This should be a court card. Separate and shuffle your court cards and draw one for this position. Shuffle the rest of your courts back into your deck. OR separate court cards from a 2nd deck for this position. If you read reversals, *purposely* reverse this card.

Page of Pentacles (reversed) – corruption, greed, blinded by an obsession

I get very much into one state of mind and will not budge until I have cooled off. I biasly know what is right and what is wrong and will take what I know to be right.

Trigger Warning: What sets you off?
King of Pentacles – control, power, discipline

When someone sets too many rules and wont change their ways to help others in the process. It has to be this way because they are in charge and that is what they know.

Why does it effect you so much?: Underlying influences of your reaction.
Four of Cups – contemplation, apathy

It effects me greatly because I am very loosey-goosey in my way of life. I try to accommodate everyone around me so that everyone can be accomplished and feel good about themselves.

Anger Management: How can you change your reaction?
XXI – The World – integration, accomplishment

I can make a mesh of the two ways of doing things. Add a little discipline while still having people be able to be creative.

Moving forward: How will a positive change affect your life?
Six of Pentacles – generosity, charity, prosperity

It will help to make me feel like I’ve giving back more than I was when I let people do what they please.

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Where am I coming from?
Two of Wands – personal power, courage

I get auditory overload when I think about where you’ve come from.  Like hearing voices or noises that didn’t have a source.  But I also feel that you were recently able to learn how to control whatyou hear.  You weren’t able to turn off the background noise completely, but you know how to tune it out. It feels overwhelming.  I think you felt like had to make a choice: go mad because of every little detail you were getting, or pull yourself out and learn to deal with it.  That amount of courage to do that was tremendous, and in doing so, it gave you more confidence. It taught you that you do have the ability to control what information you receive.

Who am I?
King of Swords – strength, wisdom

I feel you draw upon your own strength a lot because not many people have what you have: that ability to feel and hear other people without them saying anything.  That ability, while you have it under control, can be very strong sometimes and break through, and you need to rely on yourself to help pull it back.  You know things you shouldn’t but you are wise enough to know when to let it go.  You are ready to help whenever you can but also know when to hold back.  It’s a fine balance between what your body is telling you and what the Universe is saying.

Where am I going?
Page of Pentacles – trustworthy, practical, lighthearted

You can do great things with your ability, and you will, but it’s not something that will effect many people all at the same time.  It’s your ability, with your knowledge of people in general, that can help individuals.  They come to you because you are a trustworthy person who is in a position/career that can take the time to help them.  They come to you with a problem, or with a desire, and with your ability, you are able to walk them through the steps of discovering what they really want.  You will do this, like the keywords say, in a practical yet lighthearted way.  I see you sitting down, one on one, and getting to the bottom of their troubles or confusions.  Then once they themselves find out the answer to their question, their faces light up.  And that’s what makes it worthwhile: seeing people’s faces light up because they found what they were looking for, and you were able to dig a little deeper for knowledge that they have without asking questions.

In each of the cards, the character is firmly rooted to the ground.  In doing your reading, I too, felt that you are someone who is, literally, down to earth.  Whether or not you know it, you use the earth as a tool to help you stay in the present.

Date: December 28th, 2014
Deck: Black Cat Tarot
Spread: Wheel of Your Year (slightly modified to add three crossings, cards 19/20 from this spread)

1) Significator. This card represents you as you go into the new year.11-xi-justice

XI – Justice – fairness, truth, law

As I go into the New Year, I am hanging onto what is right and what is wrong, especially what happened during the month of December. I had two talks with two different people and they both were about, to some degree, what I thought was right and what I thought was wrong; about what I did because I wanted to be right, but my actions were wrong; about what I know to be the truth and what form justice should take.

2) January.

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4 of Swords – contemplation, recuperation, rest

I need to stop whatever I’ve been fighting and just relax. The first month should be about me recuperating my mind and emotions. I don’t need to fight-fight-fight all the time, that will just wear me down. I need to stop and get myself together because the battle is not done. I’ve got work to do.

3) February.

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5 of Cups – loss, disappointment, bereavement

I think this is going to be a hard month for me. I have a feeling that I’ll still be battling whatever I’m going through, but I will also have losses that have to do with a father-like figure and someone I regard as a sister. Because in the image I had, they felt like family but were not blood related. They have a sad smile on their faces, turn away from me, and walk towards a bright light. Cliche, I know, but that’s what I saw. And I will be left watching them go.

4) March.

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XII – The Hanged Man – suspension, letting go, sacrifice

I will need to make a significant decision about what happened in the background of February, but I need to hold off until the time is right so that the decision I make can turn into a better outcome. This card may be telling me that I need to sacrifice something close to me to help make the outcome better.

5) April.

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Page of Pentacles – manifestation, financial opportunity, new job

I think the events of the past three months have quieted and died down (aka the fighting is over and we’re all licking our wounds), so now is the time to act on all of those ideas I’ve got running around in my head! With enthusiasm and desire, I can venture into a new hobby or a business venture. Learning, gaining knowledge, attaining wisdom and new skills are what I should be focusing on.

6) May.

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II – The High Priestess – intuition, higher powers, subconscious mind

I feel this month has much to do with my spirituality. The High Priestess represents Artemis but I do not think she will be the main focus here. She will be by my side helping, definitely, but my sight is on something else. If I take the time to pursue what I want, I will get it. Whatever spiritually “it” is.

7) June.

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Knight of Wands – energy, passion, lust, adventure

This is the month for me to go-go-go! Lots of running around, I feel, being productive toward a physical goal. Taking those leaps and bounds; keep my eyes on the prize.

8) July.

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8 of Wands – speed, action, air travel

The energy and movement from June carries over into July as what I’m working toward is now turing into a real thing that I can touch. Something physical. I know I have some travel plans for July, hopefully they come true!

9) August.

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Queen of Swords – quick thinker, organized, perceptive, independent

Now that what I’ve been building has been made into something I can touch and see and feel, it’s time to get the details together about it. And I need to do it quick. This is the month for me to use my brain instead of my heart.

10) September.

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6 of Wands – public recognition, progress, (victory)

In June and July, I’m running around trying to get this thing into existence. In August, it will be made with the i’s dotted and the t’s crossed. And in September, whatever it is, is going to get the spotlight. I feel I may be attributed to that recognition, but I will be seen as the “man behind the curtain” (hence ‘victory’ is in parenthesis). The real focus will be on the object/idea.

11) October.

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7 of Cups – fantasy, illusion, wishful thinking

Options. I’m going to be given options, a lot of them. And my imagination is going to go into overdrive as I think about each one and what they could all positively bring. I can’t have it all so I need to be clear about what I want exactly and then make informed decisions. It may be that taking the second rate option will turn out to be far better than grabbing onto the first rate opportunity.

12) November.

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6 of Cups – reunion, nostalgia, memories

I feel this card is dealing with my sister or the sister-like relationship from February. We will reconcile and talk about “the good ole days.” Understanding and hugging will happen.

13) December.

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8 of Swords – isolation, self-imposed restriction

This is me ‘punishing’ myself for something. This has nothing to do with any influences from friends or family. This is all me. It may be an action I did that, while it wasn’t the wrong thing to do, I felt that it was terrible, and so I’m locking myself in my room, feeling bad about whatever happened. When in all reality, it’s just me looking at myself too harshly, as everyone else is fine with what I did or don’t even care. Inside my room, I am brooding. Outside my room, no one gives a second thought about it. They just want me to come out and join them.

14) Crossing 1. Over-arching challenges, situations, or influences that will be crossing my path, for better or worse.

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Ace of Cups – love, compassion, overwhelming emotion

I will be giving so much love this year and in return people will be drowning me with their love and compassion. When I say drown, I mean, holy crap, you guys better stop or I’m going to cry. I probably will cry from happiness at least once this year.

15) Crossing 2. Over-arching challenges, situations, or influences that will be crossing my path, for better or worse.

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8 of Cups – escapism, abandonment, withdrawal

I don’t like the keywords. The card tells me that while I may be content with what I have, I want to see what’s beyond the comfort of my home. My little white book says, “Departure. Even in the most stable and comfortable situations there may always be a woodworm of restlessness that obliges us to set out on our travels.” I have a feeling that I’m going to get that itch to travel, to roam, to explore what’s beyond my backdoor. Only question is… will I do it? Will I pack up and go? If I do, will it be temporary, just a quick trip, or am I settling down somewhere? I get the feeling that wherever I go, it’s going to be far. I just don’t know the longevity.

16) Crossing 3. Over-arching challenges, situations, or influences that will be crossing my path, for better or worse.

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VI – The Lovers – love, union, values alignment

I don’t think I’ll be getting into a romantic relationship this year, so far as the cards are telling me, but whomever I do have any kind of relationship with (parent, sibling, friend, etc), we will be growing closer this year. I feel this has to do with friends at work. We will be in sync; unstoppable. But who knows, with Ace of Cups and The Lovers as two of my crossings for next year, maybe I will begin a relationship.

January-February-March: These first three months are going to be hard and I will have to be careful about what I say and do. Contemplation is needed, especially in March. I see the cards, in this order, as a fall-winter-spring metaphoric progression.

April: A new venture or new activity… this may have something to do with what will be starting in June.

May: Much spirituality! Very magic! (Aaaaand Artemis just whacked me over the head because I made that joke.)

June-July-August-September: Busy busy busy! I will see this thing from when it was just a baby thought all the way to presenting itself out into the world. This is going to be interesting. Also, there is a crap ton of positivity and productivity oozing from June and July. Jus’ sayin’.

October-November-December: I dream of better things; I remember better things; I lock myself away because the thing I did was not better. I can see the cards, in order, as a kind of night-dawn-day when looking at the colors.

Majors: 4/16
Cups: 5/16
Swords: 3/16
Wands: 3/16
Pentacles: 1/16