Spread-A-Day: Day 13

Date: February 13th, 2015
Deck: Black Cats Tarot
Created by: arcanemysteries

Day 13

The problem at present.
XVIII – The Moon – fear, anxiety, insecurities, the unknown

I don’t know what’s going to happen.  I really don’t.  This is one of those times where I wish I had more control over situations to come, but because I’m not the ring leader I’m anxious about what might happen.  I don’t have the schedule of day-to-day events in front of me.  With work, with family, when the month ends… I don’t like not knowing what’s ahead of me.

How this problem came to be.
Nine of Wands – courage, persistence, test of faith

I stood up for myself, over and over again.  I told him that what he thought of me was not who I really was.  I had the courage to tell my dad that I didn’t like the way I was being treated and now we’re having a family meeting because of that.  But I wouldn’t have it any other way.  To cower down when he spoke ill of me would have brought much more pain and confusion in the future.

What is the best possible solution.
Queen of Swords – organized, independent, perceptive

What fact I do have I need to know them well and I need to act on what I know.  No one can help me in this situation but myself.  I need to rely on my inner strength to help keep my head up.

What options or changes must I consider?
VII – The Chariot – control, assertion, will-power

When the day of the family meeting does come, I need to stand my ground (contrary to the picture in the card).  I need to take control of my situation; I need to have strength in my words.  Show my sisters that this is a much more serious position than they think.

The outcome.
IX – The Hermit – soul-searching, being alone

Like all the other cards that deal with the outcome of this family meeting, this one is also telling me that, at the end of the day, I will be alone.  Things will change drastically and I will need to deal with them by myself.